great things are to come..

wow wee! SOOOO tired! Math is the easiest class this semester. Media class is easy....but there is A LOT of information that i still don't know! AND i have a commercial to do with my classmates :/ and i have to turn a paper in about a show that is currently showing on tv..I chose criminal minds because i like that show..after turning that paper in, I have to do a 1min pitch to the class on how i could make the tv show better..how will i do that? i have NO idea haha...so my cardio boxing and stretch, flex, and tone classes are going great! i wish my body was built a little different. I'm almost all muscles....that's SO not lady-like. *sigh* oh well...what can i do? nothing..last class is English. My first day of class, I would tell you that my professor is scary, but now after 3 weeks...I think he is pretty cool. strict and serious about English..but he is human, he isn't mean. he just has a passion i guess :)

Right now I am doing the college thing, and I am controlling the bills here. I'm making sure that everything gets paid, and I am also cleaning the house and such. On top of all of that I am researching ways to get to Alaska. I want to spend my summer there. I am totally excited! There is one more thing on my list of things I want to do...depending how I feel, I will chose to or not to do it. It will require a sacrifice and hearts to be broken...but doesn't everyone one day spread their wings and fly??? I think yes. I want to feel the feeling that says "it's time"..until i hear that and know that I can support it..I will wait. Writing with love...Ashley <3

new blog?

yes...it's a NEW BLOG! haha I got tired of the old one. I feel that I have started a new chapter in my life with starting college and all, so I started a new blog. Just to keep track of how this all goes. This semester, I have math on Mondays and Wednesdays, and I like the professor. He is an elderly man and he's nice. After that class, I have Tele Mondays and Wednesdays and THAT professor is a bit intimidating, but I think he is nice..in this class, I feel that I have lost time and money. I think that I should have taken an accounting class. oh well..so for Tuesdays and Thursdays, I have 3 classes. 2 classes are exercising and the third is English. I think I ran out of luck when I got my English professor hahaha. He is a nice man, but he is VERY strict. If I think positive, I can see that it will push me to do better in class.

Right now I am so tired, and I had hardly any homework for this first week at college. I feel like this semester is going to drag. I am tired and I didn't have to stay up late nights trying to finish homework because these are small assignments.. lord, help me. Tomorrow will be the beginning of my second week of college. I'm not so excited about it because I feel that I registered for the wrong classes. So now, I must finish what I started. Not cool haha. I'm sitting on the floor in my room listening to my Twilight movies play while doing the small amount of homework that needs to be turned in. I am excited about Tuesday because that's when I will have my official hour and a half of cardio boxing, and after that I have my second exercising class. I am so sore from that class! I didn't know how tiring stretching, flexing and toning could be! So, I weigh 230 and I am not happy about it. I know taking these two classes are going to help me get down to where I want to be :D okay, I am off to do the rest of my homework!!!